An Easter surprise from Vilma
Front of the Easter card from Vilma |
The card brought tears to my eyes. I've known Vilma for nearly two decades. We met at church, not long after I'd buried my father. I remember walking into the Saturday night service, seeing a man kneeling toward the front. It was cool, and he was wearing a white wind breaker, just like my father used to wear. I remember grabbing my husband's arm: it was as if I'd seen a ghost. The ghost of my father. His hair was the same curly, gray and white thick mass that Papa had; his shirt, the same flannel plaid. And his glasses. They were the same as well. I couldn't take my eyes off him. After Mass, I walked over and asked him if I could hug him because he looked so much like my father. With Vilma looking on, a big smile on her face, he opened his arms and held me. From that moment, we were friends.
After we moved my mother to an assisted living home near us, we brought her to church. Vilma and Jerry welcomed her, too. I shared a photo of my father, where he and Jerry could have been twins, and we reminisced about the greatest generation and the similarities in Jerry and Papa's lives. Jerry was in the Pacific during WWII and it scarred his gentle heart. He couldn't speak of it without tearing up because he couldn't understand the willingness of people to be cruel to one another. My father refused to talk about it at all.
When we celebrated Mom's 80th birthday surprise party, Vilma and Jerry both attended. Vilma brought some old family photos and after the party, we sat with Mom and were amazed at how much Jerry and Papa looked alike as young men. I knew that if Papa were still alive, he and Jerry would have been great friends. Their Italian heritage, strong Catholic faith, love of family and Depression-era upbringing would have been the bonds that bind two people together for a lifetime.
Vilma's photo from our church directory |
Right before Jerry died, my husband and I visited him in the hospital. He was supposed to be sent home under hospice care and Vilma was naturally distraught. I'd seen my own mother go through similar circumstances during my father's long, steady decline through nine months of hospice care. Jerry was determined not to put Vilma through that. He closed his eyes and didn't acknowledge anyone or anything around him. My good bye to him was like losing Papa all over again. I kissed him on the forehead and whispered, "When you get to heaven, please tell Papa I said hi." He just nodded, never saying another word.
Vilma and her Christmas tree |
Vilma was very spiritual. She had a rosary next to her chair, and she often prayed to the blessed mother for her intentions and those of her friends. Some of her favorite intentions included her children and grandchildren, for whom she prayed relentlessly. She also prayed for her friends, and for the world, in general. She never missed a chance to go to Mass and was a very faithful parishioner of several local churches.
Me and Vilma |
When Vilma became unable to stay by herself, her son and daughter-in-law welcomed her into their home. They had invited Vilma to live with them many times, but her stubborn Italian pride kept her from accepting. She would often say, "I'm happy to know they want me, but I want to stay in my house, near my friends."
Friends were something Vilma had plenty of. When she became unable to drive, she used the phone to stay in touch, keeping tabs on her friends and praying for their needs. Over the last two years, she lost her brother, Pip, and her sister, Shirley, and her cousin, Sajmo, all of which were hard on her. Each loss took a toll on her, and she grieved them with faith and tears.
After Vilma moved to Georgia, there was a void. We didn't talk as much because she was adjusting to her new life, making new friends and spending time with her family. When we did talk, it was bittersweet. I missed her, she missed her friends from home, but she was happy, and didn't seem lonely any more.
Vilma called me in late March to tell me that she'd sent me the Easter card, but that it was returned because she had the wrong address on it. That was the last time we spoke in this life.
When I said I received an Easter card from my friend, Vilma, what I didn't say was that the card was hand delivered to me by her daughter-in-law, at her funeral a few weeks after Easter. It's taken me two years to gather my thoughts and reflections about a woman I loved dearly. Those nine spaces on the card conveyed the promise and gifts of Easter: Hope, Love, Faith, Renewal, Gratitude, Grace, Peace, Joy, Laughter, as well as the gifts of our friendship.
Inside the card from Vilma |
In this final encounter, as the congregation sang Amazing Grace during the procession at her funeral Mass, I held the card in my hands, smiling through tears as I realized that Vilma had given me more than just "all the blessings life can hold on Easter and always." She shared one of the most valuable gifts only a beloved friend can share: the promise of the resurrection, and the assurance that I will, one day, see my friend, Vilma, again. Her final blessing to me was a reminder that our souls will be rejoicing together in heaven with all of our loved ones.
In loving memory of Vilma Sarracino
November 17, 1928-April 18, 2018